January 2012
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I wish it wasn’t the end. Take me back to where it all began - to the time when my heart rolled down to the floor in anxiety, to the time when meeting you for the first time brought a rush of blood to my head, to the time when everything seemed to be perfect.
I wish it wasn’t the end. Take me back to where everything was in the right place - when little things were like puzzle pieces...
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Of all the things I wished to have, it was you that I wanted the most - but never did I get the chance. Every shooting star, every 11:11, it is you that I wish for. Every morning and every night, it is you that I pray for. Every waking moment and every breath, it is you I think of.
Of all the things I wished to have, it was you that I wanted the most - but never did I get the chance. Never had...
Anonymous asked: I speak unto the wind blissful thoughts and warm wishes. Hoping that they'll get to you, wherever you may be. A gentle breeze blew past you? That's me whispering to your ears that you'd never have to feel alone again. -C
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Our days are over. The days when a simple smile takes all my troubles away, the days that end in disastrous events yet your voice rebuilds me, the days when four words in response to three of yours don’t feel compulsary.
Our time is up. The time when senseless conversations last the whole night long, the time when we can make fun of anything and anyone, the time when stolen moments are of...
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Never have I felt this much alone. The world is eerily quiet and empty, everything is dead around me. Empty bottles of beer and broken mirrors, no animal or human in sight. The place is deserted and the only thing breathing here is me.
I tried to call out loud, a million times, to anyone who could offer and explanation to this loneliness, but none surfaced. I gave up the hope that I will ever...
Anonymous asked: For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. When the stars have aligned and when I've mustered enough courage. In the meantime, keep your chin up, I might bump into you and you might not even be looking.
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Someday, I’ll tell you I love you. I’ll whisper every word into your ear and hope it would reach your brain, let it beat for me. I’ll shout it out loud and tell the world that I love you, no measurement needed. You don’t need to know how much, because everyday it differs, what’s important is you’d know that I love you.
Someday, I’ll propose to you. Get...
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I’m here in my spot, the place where no one knows my name - my sanctuary, my escape pod. It’s nice to be alone and lost sometimes, doing nothing but stare up at the gleaming sun, burning your eyes out until all your problems vanish. It’s sort of a paradise for me, no other sound but my breathing and no other soul but mine.
The whole world turns quiet, not even the wind could...
Anonymous asked: sleep now sweet prince,I'll cheer for you silently.
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This fairytale I’m in, it kinda sucks, really - I mean, why would the author even call it a fairytale when it’s clear, they’re always about women in distress, waiting for that prince charming. But I wouldn’t call myself “prince charming” since - I am neither “charming” nor deserving to be called a “prince” but one thing’s for sure:...
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There’s something about you that pulls me close, something that makes me gravitate towards you. I know we’re not as much as “friends” would be, nor maybe even acquaintances - but right on the level of “someone I know.” I’ve been trying to get to your heart for a while, and nothing worked. Every single time I try, they just end up in the bin. But I’ll...
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You are the air that I breathe, you are every single molecule that fills up my lungs in every cycle of my respiratory system. You are the cold breeze that brushes through my hair in summer, that comfortable whisper in times of my every need. You are the warmth that fills my room in the winter, placing me under your arms, more secure than a blanket whenever the fireplace runs out of wood.
You are...
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Do you know how to hold a heart? The perfect angle onto which your hand should be cupped, not too flat for it will slip and not to enclosed for it will crush. I know you didn’t have a course on this for college, but holding a heart is as easy as riding a bicycle - once you know what to do, you’ll never forget how.
Hold it at an angle that is not too loose, neither too tight. Hold it...
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Last Request (Paolo Nutini cover)
for the anon...
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I’m bored you see. And I felt the need to...
Anonymous asked: I'm waiting for the perfect time to say those words to you. I'm waiting for the moment that we'll just listen to sweet songs and talk about whatever goes in our minds.
Anonymous asked: I like you.
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Let me talk about sex - no, not the lovemaking kind, the kind where you just suck it up and do it. And no, not the drunken kind, the kind where you’re fully aware of your actions, just doing it for the sake of doing it. And lastly, no, not the random pickup in a bar kind, the kind where you plan on doing it, undergoing awkward actions waiting for an initiation.
Let me talk about sex, and...
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I miss feeling natural disasters whenever you’re around. The ground trembling at the sight of you, walking with much grace, it seems like you’re dancing. The tide would rise whenever you sing, hitting every note with minimal effort. The stars fall from the sky when I look into your eyes, seeing more than what others can see.
I long for the chance; get to hold your hand. The feeling...
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Whatever happened to “we’re better off as friends?” Ever since we stopped trying, all we got out of it was awkward hi-hello’s and random messages on Facebook. We never really were friends.
I miss you, really. I miss those drunken nights where you’d tell me to stop drinking and I would. I miss those lazy mornings where you would pull me up from the bed, just...
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Have you ever felt so needy that you just wanted to cling to the person next to you and require them to be yours until the end of time? I know you’ve been there, we’ve all been there. But in the back of your mind you still think that fairytales exist and you can wait for that prince charming to make his way into your doorstep.
But most fairytales that happen in real life, they often...
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I wish for time to stop running and wait for me - I’m just a few steps back. I can’t run no faster, this is all I’ve got. My feet are heavy and my speed is at its fastest. I wish for time to stop, I’m only a few steps back.
If ever I get the chance to catch up, walk with me please - at the same speed. We could always take it slow and enjoy the view, or get at it straight...
Anonymous asked: what do you want to be then? Mine? yiee hahahahaa
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Those little gestures keep me guessing - what do they really mean? I keep asking these questions but never get any answers. Is it because I’m too shy? Is it because I want to keep what we have? Am I just waiting on you to make the move? I don’t really know.
In the back of my mind, I think - what if you’re thinking the same thing? Then there’s only one answer for that, and...
